Waiting....

Yesterday I finally went to the doctor.  Told them my crazy symptoms and had my blood drawn (I had to take 2 sedatives beforehand).  My iron, blood sugar, and blood counts are normal and now I'm waiting for the results that had to be sent to the lab.  I'm not sure how I want the results to turn out.  On one hand, it would be nice to have a physical reason for this and not have these unseen symptoms.  On the other, I'm scared of that.  So, here I sit, playing the waiting game.

P.S. Alas, there is no P.S. today